眼看就要迈入新的一年了,自己也随着时间的消逝渐渐长大一岁.回顾2011,嗯,感触颇多.有悲有喜,有迷茫,当然也有尴尬,不管怎样,这一年就要这样不快不慢的逝去了.赶在真正迈入新的一年之前,今天特意去书店买了份礼物送给自己--THE POWER OF NOW,愿自己在脆弱迷茫的时候能够运用书中所述勇敢的面对,活在当下.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Could i be myself?
Obviously the title question is stupid than ever.
I feel strongly that something inside of me was taken away without being noticed when i yielded to the beliefs which would never ever belong to me. I always believe that if i could be polite in manner and cooperative and active in work then i would be respected, hah, things are always not easy for everybody right? we may be looked down,teased or tortured at the very beginning, then some of us may escaped from that and learn to be kiss-aas or soft-soap,some may choose to persist--to respect his inner voice to live. and also the other part just quit,with reasonable reasons. Well no matter how hard the life is or how bad i will be tortured, i refuse to join the first part and i will be persistent to my inner world, or even quit with respect to me.
I know that i am me now,and i won't compromise.
"i survive my pain".
I feel strongly that something inside of me was taken away without being noticed when i yielded to the beliefs which would never ever belong to me. I always believe that if i could be polite in manner and cooperative and active in work then i would be respected, hah, things are always not easy for everybody right? we may be looked down,teased or tortured at the very beginning, then some of us may escaped from that and learn to be kiss-aas or soft-soap,some may choose to persist--to respect his inner voice to live. and also the other part just quit,with reasonable reasons. Well no matter how hard the life is or how bad i will be tortured, i refuse to join the first part and i will be persistent to my inner world, or even quit with respect to me.
I know that i am me now,and i won't compromise.
"i survive my pain".
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
"puss in boots",my baby.
I love cat, but i never learned that there is one could be so handsome and charming,so intelligent and brave.
You remind me of my cat,he's so cute and playful and he's been with my parents for 7 years,now i'm far away from home and i know that you lived deprived. I am so sensitive to your pain. I am sorry, Mii!
Sunday, January 8, 2012
who's speaking?
Do you ever have kinds of negative feelings that you're so unlucky or something bad always happens to you ? Well i do these annoying struggles once in a while and i'm really sick and tired of these states, but now i find a way out from a book i red recently named A NEW EARTH by Eckhart Tolle , so lucky to share here.
Every time when i encountered these negative feelings i felt so unfulfilled and unhappy, now i would say a sentence to me to get rid of it, that is
"Just accept the fact.
what did you say? accept ?
God how can i accept that damn fact?(in a angry emotion)
who's speaking?"
Now think about it: who's speaking really? you or your unhappiness? well, you know the answer,right? I''d like to quote from the book here:
"Can you see that your unhappiness about being unhappy is just another layer of unhappiness? you find out whether it is possible for you to allow these feelings to be there. If you don't mind being unhappy,what happens to the unhappiness?"
Sound strange hah? but deep inside you know that it makes sense.
Okey i will use this method to skip the unhappiness in me, and hope you will benefit from it.^_^
Every time when i encountered these negative feelings i felt so unfulfilled and unhappy, now i would say a sentence to me to get rid of it, that is
"Just accept the fact.
what did you say? accept ?
God how can i accept that damn fact?(in a angry emotion)
who's speaking?"
Now think about it: who's speaking really? you or your unhappiness? well, you know the answer,right? I''d like to quote from the book here:
"Can you see that your unhappiness about being unhappy is just another layer of unhappiness? you find out whether it is possible for you to allow these feelings to be there. If you don't mind being unhappy,what happens to the unhappiness?"
Sound strange hah? but deep inside you know that it makes sense.
Okey i will use this method to skip the unhappiness in me, and hope you will benefit from it.^_^
Thursday, December 22, 2011
倒计时第3天
还有3天就要参加圣诞节表演了.期待这一天赶紧来吧.
总觉着这一阵稍微忙碌一些自己身体就感觉有点犯困,搞不好有可能摆,幸运的是只是困而已,头还不晕.
忙碌一些总是好的,总会有一些自己之前从未触及的知识,很幸运这次可以学到如何现场调音,当然也很荣幸为我们这次的晚会做现场调音.感觉压力有那么一点点,毕竟之前对于Sounding Engineering毫无了解,只是偶尔对影视剧里那些个调音小伙抒发一下羡慕之情.
Friday, October 28, 2011
so crazy~~~
Steve Jobs自传首发才过了不到3天,电驴上竟然就明目张胆的出现了供免费下载的各种格式及语言的文字版,真TM疯狂.
要是作者授权了还说的过去,要是没有,那简直就是在耍流氓.什么世道,人家辛辛苦苦写书,写完了你做老好人免费供读者下载阅读.
我会去买正版,但同时我已经手贱的下载了电子版.但奇怪的是书中链接的网站里这本书即使下载也是收费的,但到电驴上就免费了,真希望老好人电驴已经提前帮我们读者把这个钱给付了.要没有的话我就再次无语了.\ /
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
扯
其实奇奇怪怪的事情每天都在悄然地发生着,但往往由于个人对这些跟自己扯不上半毛钱关系的琐事注意太多,所以有时候心情也会受其影响,甚至自己独到的判断及见解也会被繁复的信息所淹没.真想摆脱这些垃圾,每天都嘻嘻哈哈,乐观开放,管他三姑六奶奶八大爷的什么鸟关系,关我蛋事.
但话说来,人在江湖,身不由己.一旦哪个(些)无耻的坏蛋惹恼了自己,自个也得克制调节,不能跟他(们)一样混蛋,否则就等于自个跳粪坑,自己臭自己.
以前或很久以前觉着自己很封闭,但在大学后个人感觉放开多了.但近期发现自己已经掉了这个时代的队了.太拘束,还是应该放开些,开朗些,多说多练多扯淡.没事多练练脑门,思考思考理想,思考思考人生.思考思考自己是否已经被现实消磨了,不痛快就爆,但千万别随波逐流.去,今天写到沙漠里去了,太慌张了,完全成为无主题式乱扯,算了,扯到为止.睡.
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