眼看就要迈入新的一年了,自己也随着时间的消逝渐渐长大一岁.回顾2011,嗯,感触颇多.有悲有喜,有迷茫,当然也有尴尬,不管怎样,这一年就要这样不快不慢的逝去了.赶在真正迈入新的一年之前,今天特意去书店买了份礼物送给自己--THE POWER OF NOW,愿自己在脆弱迷茫的时候能够运用书中所述勇敢的面对,活在当下.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Could i be myself?
Obviously the title question is stupid than ever.
I feel strongly that something inside of me was taken away without being noticed when i yielded to the beliefs which would never ever belong to me. I always believe that if i could be polite in manner and cooperative and active in work then i would be respected, hah, things are always not easy for everybody right? we may be looked down,teased or tortured at the very beginning, then some of us may escaped from that and learn to be kiss-aas or soft-soap,some may choose to persist--to respect his inner voice to live. and also the other part just quit,with reasonable reasons. Well no matter how hard the life is or how bad i will be tortured, i refuse to join the first part and i will be persistent to my inner world, or even quit with respect to me.
I know that i am me now,and i won't compromise.
"i survive my pain".
I feel strongly that something inside of me was taken away without being noticed when i yielded to the beliefs which would never ever belong to me. I always believe that if i could be polite in manner and cooperative and active in work then i would be respected, hah, things are always not easy for everybody right? we may be looked down,teased or tortured at the very beginning, then some of us may escaped from that and learn to be kiss-aas or soft-soap,some may choose to persist--to respect his inner voice to live. and also the other part just quit,with reasonable reasons. Well no matter how hard the life is or how bad i will be tortured, i refuse to join the first part and i will be persistent to my inner world, or even quit with respect to me.
I know that i am me now,and i won't compromise.
"i survive my pain".
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